That was 1.45 am in the morning....2nd day of 2009.
The beginning of a new year...
He told me he wants a separation.....
He says he has been thinking about our matters a lot. He has long "thrown" me out of his life for many years. He says that I'm a changed person eversince we had our first kid. I changed for the worst when we had our 2nd. He complained that I am no longer the active gal that he knows. He says he remembers I used to tell him about my cycling, camping and hiking trips. Now, I'm just a dependent person. Everytimes he works overthe weekend, I would "run" to my parent's place. He could not understand why I can't just bring the kids out on my own or stay at home to look after them.....he even hated the fact that I need to think about what to drink when he asked me after a meal! He rattled on and on.....all sounds ridiculous to me. I couldn't understand a single bit of his complaint and where the problem lies.
He continues saying how he hated my mother and my brother...He says we no longer has same frequency and everything I do, I can't accomplished on my own. He even said that I was negative thinking.....
I asked if he has a gal outside....he says no and continue rattling about my shortcomings...
I was hurt....very very hurt. All the said shortcomings....I couldn't recognise.
Guess I should have made a new year resolution.
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